I’m tired of it.
Seriously, I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t know why I can’t just let go. I guess I don’t have enough balls to do so? I don’t know. As of right now, it’s all about comfortability and I can’t stand it. I can’t stand you being needy. I hate it. When I actually do get a chance to speak my mind, you force me to say otherwise. What is wrong with me, what is wrong with you? I already have the right answers, I just don’t know how to get through this thoroughly and precisely. In my mind, it’s over. To you, it’s not. You don’t even give me a chance to stay away from you. I let go, yet, you still keep being persistent. Don’t you see that I’m not happy with you anymore? Why can’t you just understand that? Why is it that I am constantly trying to sacrifice my happiness for yours? This needs to end soon or else I’ll explode. I’m not even myself anymore because of you. Look what you’ve done.
All I want is for me to be happy again, like I once was.
